The day I turned 18 I purchased a tattoo. I'd had the
design for two years, drawn by a friend. The moment I saw the image I thought,
"I could grow old with this tattoo." After two years I was determined.
My tattoo artist, concerned by my selected location and the amount of shading
and lining, tried very hard to sway me. He recommended a smaller image, in a
different place but I was hell bent on a permanent brocade on my spine.
Obviously he relented.
A few years later I came across a poem by Akiko Yosano. "I
need to grow old with this poem." I waited for two more years of studying
Nihongo. Asked my Sensei to approve the kanji script. In a surprise she
informed me that the kanji was old, outdated, not the current way that things
are transcribed. The poem was already old. It wanted to grow older with me. Occasionally
I would show it to exchange students. "Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh!" Occasionally
I was told, "That is an old kanji." Oh, I know. It is supposed to be.
Since the accident I have wanted to get another tattoo.
Perhaps one without a two year wait time. I'm alive, damn it. I should be
allowed one inkily brash decision. Time tested an true I'll find something
lovely and without foolishness.
I thought of "Never tell me the odds!" placed
by my surgery scar.
I then brain stormed, "Live long and prosper."
Followed by the breathtaking and difficult idea... I wonder how one says/reads,
"Live long and prosper." in Hebrew. Would Leonard Nimoy approve? I
feel Spock would find it logical.
Another poem. Perhaps a chai on my heart. An om on my
right wrist.
I don't have a tattoo artist in Las Cruces that I can
trust with anything so crucial. There is an artist in New Orleans that I know I
can trust.
I have never been, nor will I ever be ashamed or
regretful about my ink.
People like to charge me with a damning judgment,
"You can't get another tattoo. Aren't you Jewish now?" Well, thank
you for asking. I have, in fact, always been Jewish. I just wasn't aware until
recently. I have always felt that my body is my temple and I will decorate as I
see fit. A personal decision that will never change.
"You can't get buried in a Jewish cemetery if you
have tattoos." Thank you for your concern but 1- that is untrue. A myth. I
can get buried in a Jewish cemetery. 2- I don't plan on being buried. I plan on
being cremated after as many of my parts as needed are donated to those in
need. I am then quizzed on whether or not that is allowed. My interpretation of
the mitzvah of saving a human life is between me and God. I do not feel he
would be disappointed in my decision.
On those two talking points I am free to get more tattoos if I
chose. I need to talk to Rex at Idle Hands in Nola when I visit next.
So HOW does one say, "Live long and prosper."
in Hebrew?
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